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Autumn Gale's avatar

Honestly I often get the feeling that wordlessness is my primary mode of thought (though I do also have an active internal monologue), and explaining a lot of my thoughts requires translation that is hopelessly paraphrased and incomplete.

One mundane example I can remember oddly well is when I was at the gym with a friend and she complained that the handles/bars on one of the exercise machines felt weirdly far apart today. I looked at them and immediately realized they were tubes bent in a shallow, elongated Z-shape, and therefore rotating them in place around their cylindrical axis would bring the handles closer together or further apart, but absolutely could not express that visual image in words (I'm struggling with it right now in fact, but in the moment even a simple description like, "they're twisted around" was entirely out of reach). So I just reached down and flipped one over to demonstrate.

Strangely enough I am also a translator as a side gig, in a language very unrelated to English, and basically feel like everything goes through a layer of visual imagery or synesthesia first. The words "push" and "pull" on each other like they're weights connected by strings, in a way that corresponds to subject-object relations or temporal expressions, and then I find English words that add enough weight and pull in the right place. It's weird.

It's something I'm absolutely struggling with when trying to write more blog content because each idea pulls on five other ones like hauling up a big tangled fishnet out of my brain, and simply cutting the extraneous ones out leaves what feels like gaping holes in the net. Or blog post, as it were.

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Vini's avatar

I wonder then if other ways of registering ideas lead to less premature precision, like voice notes or doodles. Writing is a late human development, after all.

If you take music, visual arts, dance, then the concept of precision or logic become a bit fuzzier. You still go from blurry thinking onto the final work, nailing down what you wanna convey. Maybe in these fields you can afford to register sooner, if it involves less intellectualization than writing. You can even find solutions accidentally, which seems less likely in writing – e.g. unintended brushstrokes, chords. Then, maybe mathematics resemble these arts in that the problems can be very abstract. But very different in that you can't register it without heavy intellectualization (algebra).

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